Thinking is Compulsory/Problematic…..

It was 29th of Jan, I thought (second form of think) I would start reading some serious stuff related to my masters. It was a sunday and we were supposed to correct answer sheets of Comp. Graphics, Arnd this time at 12:00 I was feeling chilled in Prof’s room where we were doing the correction but then finally when I got up to switch off the a/c, I found out that the damn a/c was OFF. The then (I dont know wat it means using the then but its kewl) I realized I will be dead if I keep freezing at that rate. From then till yesterday I did not think…….

It was arnd a week when I was in bed, eyes hurting, mind resisting anything which is not exactly seem to be interesting almost everything except lying back and watching something on the monitor, it was then when I could not think. I was sick of being sick. I had so many questions in mind, abt her, job, internship and many….. I had a similar question as Ranta had/has?? Wat life do I want to live ?? but then his second question does not match with mine do what others want me to do or what i want to do ? rather ME myself is loaded with a couple or more of the options in my case and thus no ideas pouring in from outside and then ofcourse I read this and bychance this too. The whole point of thinking was to make a decision upfront, and then I thought if I have to do that now ?

It had been like 4 months I dont know where my luv life was heading to… and then one day I stopped thinking, not just some day but the day when thinking about it was neither giving me any solutions rather making me unhappy abt wat I was doing and I was not doing anything other than thinking ….. I stopped thinking, actually that was the day I fell sick. I guess some things are left undone. Now the problem is shud I do that with picking kind of life I want to spent ?? well I guess this thinking is definitely different from thinking how many equilateral triangles one can make given 6 matchsticks. Thinking has to be productive. same as ur hard work otherwise its as useless as using pointers in ur first programming assignment. With the above mentioned articles its very much clear that one has to love wat he does, infact it is as important as deciding the person you love and sadly it needs a little bit of thinking …..

Now with all these beautiful thoughts in mind I was lying in bed without any worries abt nething in life. Out of no where I recieved a mail saying Me along with another batchmate has been selected for GE fellowship :O I was like yess…happy but for just a couple of hours….becos the damn long term thinking process which takes up most of my brain resources was BACK….

Well when u achieve smthing, the chances are you will do most of ur thinking for that month during those couple of days, well the chances are very less that you will be satisfied with what u achieved and dont aim for more….. What I have learnt out of last couple of weeks of experience is that …. Thinking untill it takes away the smile of ur face is OK, There are so many different things to worry about in life, Y make Thinking one of them. The most important thing here is to remember that thinking on a problem like one mentioned above (no. of equilateral trinagles …..) does not contribute to the thinking we are talking abt, but the one which makes u make decisions abt ur life…… The biggest problem this balance can not be easily achieved…..we always say one can not find a good balance b/w his studies and other stuff (which is soooo much), dont u think (shit I m making u think) it all boils down to amount of thinking one does. Like its easily visible that Less thinking is corresponding to laziness or rather other stuff in life…………………….. i Have no idea how to conclude on this thing …. so wat I will do is continue with the simple law

“Think untill the thing u r thinking abt, makes u think more than u want to think abt it”

— sKp